After a small update from my Mom, I learned My grandma is most likely within the last 6 months of her life. This concept is rather interesting. I had heard of people often given an estimated time left to live. And I have been asked one of the usual questions, what would we do if we only had 1 month to live? I never really understood what this could feel like until it hit me close to home. To know that it is so close and could be any day that my grandma is not here on earth with us is such a sad feeling. 6 months is really not very long when you are on your own distracted with life to make time swiftly fly by. 6 months is not very long when you have no car to be able to go visit Grandma. But when i think of Grandma, 6 months to her, may be too long... she doesn't know anyone that comes to visit her or how to eat her food. As heart wrenching as it is, I am happy for her at the same time. When the time comes that Heavenly Father takes her in his arms, she will be so much happier, where she can know and watch her loved ones from above. Time is so precious! I hold my yellow and Pink Teddy Bear that I always played with at her house and she finally gave to me when i was little. That bear will always be one of my most special things. I Love her very much and hope to see her soon.
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